I'm Just Dying To Live

This literally always happens to me.
*one ex texts me* “I love you and I always have I want to be together again”
Then like clockwork all of them begin to tell me that they are still in love with me.

FUCK OFF.
My mom almost died a week ago, I work fifty hours a week, a tornado just ruined my town, I study all the time, and I’m constantly tired.

Leave me alone unless you’re looking to make my situation better- I don’t want to have just another thing to worry about.

Go after her. Fuck, don’t sit there and wait for her to call. Go after her because that’s what you should do if you love someone, don’t wait for them to give you a sign because it might never come. Don’t let people happen to you, don’t let me happen to you, or her, she’s not a fucking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on the airplane or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning because they need to tell me right now and because they cannot regret this and I always thought I’d be the only one doing crazy things for people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles on four days notice because you can’t just sit there and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyone’s idea of love but it is the way I can recognize it because that is what I do. Go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is beautiful and that is generous and that is what loving someone is, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.

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—	Harvey Milk (via moaka)

Getting texts from your ex right as your about to fall asleep >

And he just lost his house in the fucking tornado. Wth.

God is seriously fucking with me this month.

elkane:

Jack Dawson… Penniless artist who wins a ticket onto Titanic in 1912, attends a first class dinner, develops a taste for the finer things in life, pockets the Heart of the Ocean, survives the sinking, pawns the diamond, spends the following ten years building his wealth and in 1922 moves to West Egg as Jay Gatsby… Millionaire with a shady past and fear of swimming pools.

“Everything cannot be repaired, but most everything can be survived.”

literally me if i get married

Sometimes things end for a reason.

I love you all

But if you are a nice person then come back from boot/basic and you’re a dick I will quit talking to you.

So I can actually apologize to you and you'll actually hear me out and let me explain some things?

Anonymous

Could you message me on facebook or not anonymously?

I can’t forgive if I don’t know who you are…

This is the hospital my nieces and nephews were born in…